fort canning.
issue 4.
school.

wad the hell is wrong with this semester?

kenkenpi @ 1:30 PM

Hurt, betrayal, anger.

Not now, just give me afew more days to get over it, I promise.

kenkenpi @ 12:18 AM

You do crazy things when you are bored.
And I'm very bored.
Its a public holiday yet I'm alone at Chinatown, working.

This holiday has been very boring.
Money runs out way before you've had enough fun.
When looking for a job, nothing seems to be going well for you.
Then when you gave up looking for one, jobs come dropping down on you like bombs.

Slogged half my life away during F1, decent pay but enough to kill.
Then before I even give my poor dear self a rest, I'm down at a production house, doing myself and celest a favor since I had nothing else better to do.

I'm coughing, I can't breathe properly. And I feel like sleeping.
Then there's the family issues that keeps bugging me every single day.
It's like a never ending ride for me, it doesn't suprise me anymore but it gets me down one way or the other.

Recently it makes me wonder what families are for?
They're for support, care, concern and love.
Not my family, not the way things are looking.
But you can't really expect much when you yourself don't give them much damn.

Sometimes, it seems like it would be better if you had live on alone.
So you rely on yourself, but really, you wanna rely on someone.
Someone who supports you, cares and concerns about you.

Blahs, see how one being bored can think so negatively and get so irritated with her ownself and everyone else.

I think it's partly being a girl/gemini thang, women never gets satisfied. They are hard to please, they have multiple characteristics.

lalala.

kenkenpi @ 1:58 PM

syy,

you can be so stupid sometimes.
always doing stupid things.

boos.

=)

kenkenpi @ 11:47 PM

sry, we're just friends.

ouch.

it feels like watching a real sad movie on screen after a slap across the face.

kenkenpi @ 8:39 PM

You.

In the end, you still can't be truthful to yourself infront of others.

kenkenpi @ 11:54 PM

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away

kenkenpi @ 2:10 AM